ADDENDUM AND CLARIFICATION (WARNING)

        Before I finish the story of the Jamboree, I want to clarify and warn that my story is not intended to be over PG, but, there will be parts that readers might not want to read, but maybe should. I am not justifying my life decisions to make me look like a victim and everyone else predators. I simply want to tell the truth. I need to jump back a little. During my last few blogs, I deliberately left out the obvious. That is, I still had my male friends that liked having experiments. It was simple since we were taught to respect girls.

        Before I can tell the next story, I need to add that during that same spring and summer, my mom’s boss took a liking to me. Whenever my mom took me to see the doctor, he would have her put me in his private office. Thinking he was just doing exams on me, I learned later there was another reason. He began asking my mom to let me spend the weekend with him to do yard work, etc, and he would pay me. I wanted the money, so I said yes. Again, without getting crude, the first visit made it quite clear why he wanted me there. All I will say is that like my dad, it was more than experimenting. But, I allowed it. I began thinking I must be special to these people, if it was ME that it happened. (Readers, please teach your children that this is a ploy! They want you to feel special, when  it’s all lies. If it was not me it was someone else in the same situation!)

       However, at the end of the weekend, I would get paid much more than just for mowing a lawn. That I REALLY liked. This happened during a year and a half. I will have one more story about the doctor, but after I tell some fun stories about my brother and I, and this next story.) Read it without condemnation but reality and understanding of my decisions. No excuses, but coming from a poor family and never having money. (I do not regret my past.) I consider myself a survivalist, determined to show my mistakes, as well as my determinations. So, on to Blog 7……….

• 25th Jul 2017
• mylife
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